have some rpf meta for your monday

[jlh]

So there was a secret up at fandomsecrets that got me thinking about rumors and open secrets and "people who know things" and I thought I'd throw it open here since so many of you write RPF (as, of course, do I) and I know have Firm Opinions on the matter. (By the way, let's just take as given that RPF is cool, all right? I don't defend RPF on my own journal.) Anyway as I see it there are these issues that, when they come together, create a lot of confusion at least in my own head.

The first is the idea that it's uncool/unethical/somewhat homophobic/fill in your own negative word here to write het RPF about an out gay public figure, like Adam Lambert or Rachel Maddow or NPH. Others have made this argument, and I take their point.

(Note: I don't think this applies to that Mary Sue fic you're writing in your head, because that gets into people's sexual fantasies being right or wrong, and I don't go there. I can't imagine why it would be homophobic for me, as a cis woman, to sit around thinking that David Burtka is hot.)

The second is the issue of using our gaydar on people we don't know and are unlikely to meet, who are being at least a little performative in the spaces where we see them as themselves because they are still public spaces. I don't know Matt Bomer and am pretty unlikely to meet him, but pictures of he and his partner are not difficult to find. I don't know Zachary Quinto and am unlikely to meet him, either, but I also don't really know enough about him to have a firm personal opinion on his sexuality. That said, isn't it a little weird, that I'm expected to have a firm personal opinion on his sexuality? I mean, is saying that I don't really know anything about him so I don't know if he's gay actually my being homophobic, as seems to be implied by the Quinto fandom? I'm not saying "Surely the man who plays Spock can't be gay!" I'm just saying I don't personally know.

So where these two things come together is really my question. Does the first idea—no writing het rpf about gay celebs—only apply to celebs who are publicly out, and therefore are somewhat symbolic, etc, etc, etc? Or does it also apply to the "open secret" types like Anderson Cooper or NPH before he came out, where they weren't really trying to hide it but also never spoke about it and weren't on the red carpet with anyone? And then beyond that, does it also apply to those in the "strong rumor" category like Quinto? And where does the fangirlish shippy hysteria tip over into just general ridiculousness (like the aforementioned secret, where someone was stating the Quinto-dating-Jonathan-Groff rumor as fact)?

I guess, how much of this stuff am I required to believe, and where does my natural skepticism for dating rumors become homophobic?

Comments

[melodiousb]

A lot of this is about what should be as opposed to what actually is, I guess. I would definitely like to think that I do have an internal sense of ethics, but, like you, I constantly question myself. And that's less about ethics that about being the kind of person that does question oneself.

But also: for every issue of ethics there's the x-axis of your opinion and the y-axis of how important you think it is. So on something like, say, child abuse, thinking it's bad is important to me, and I think everyonee else should think similarly. But on the subject of cheese--well, I think it's delicious, but not important, so if other people think it's awful, that doesn't bother me. And different people put things at different places along that axis. For me, the issue of hetfic about out gay figures is occasionally problematic, but I think of it as an issue where everyone is free to suit themselves. Obviously there are people who disagree. But they can't actually change your mind for you any more than you can make them stop trying to shame you for things that, internally, you feel okay about.

Unfortunately, I think what I'm saying is that you just shouldn't let any of this bother you, and I know that that's unhelpful, and that it doesn't really work that way. And that "live and let live" only works if everyone is doing it.

[jlh]

I actually don't feel like you're telling me to just not let it bother me, I mean, at least, you aren't just saying I shouldn't let it bother me, but saying, well, here are the limits of what's going on, which is different. And you're so right that there's being a person who questions yourself vs being a person who doesn't, and I often get blown sideways by people who don't because I forget that it isn't just that they feel strongly about this thing, but that they don't question themselves. They are vehement people.

Which also means, yes, my tendency to think "well, they care a lot about this and I don't care quite as much so they must be right" isn't the best guideline. Maybe they do care a lot, but their wanting to shame people for a thing that I personally don't think is such a bad thing doesn't mean that I have to knuckle under to them. In the comment below from/to Edith I was reminded of that dustup last year between some of the social justice folks and Astolat over her Kradam Regency AU being ahistorical in that it talked about the British Empire but at the same time had Anoop as a major character somewhat unproblematically. They felt it erased the real history of race and power that underlies the Regency era; Astolat said she was writing a romance genre fic. Perhaps this could have been avoided if Astolat had labeled her fic as such, making it clear that the story was ahistorical in the manner of a modern-day genre regency romance, but she assumed people knew what she was doing, and unfortunately some folks read it thinking it would be a properly researched historical AU, which of course it wasn't. And so there was a certain amount of wank and I, as someone who'd recently written a historical AU where I did try to deal with the issues of race, got incredibly freaked out because in order to write a story you have to change some stuff, especially if you're writing an Idol historical AU. The great thing about the show is its racial diversity, but put them back in time and you either end up with a group of people who never would have met each other (you know, like that great essay about how if Buffy were set in the UK she and the Scoobies would never have met because they all would have gone to different schools) or an extreme power differential that makes fics uncomfortable. And you either are okay with historical fiction doing a certain amount of changes, or you're not. These people obviously were not. And what I wanted to say to them was, jesus, I'm an actual historian and I don't apply the standards of academic history to any fiction. It's absurd. That said, you should probably show your work.

But I think if I show my work, then I just have to be okay, and people who don't like it can avoid me. Of course I'd rather that people I actually know and respect don't think I'm homophobic, but if they decide I'm generally homophobic because of this one issue, however strongly they feel about it and however much I agree with them generally, then I guess I really can't worry about it. You know, if other people can't see the shades of gray I can see, even after I point them out, then there's nothing more to be said.