I am so equally SOOOOO shit about THINGS so I totally understand. In ten weeks I'll be brilliant, and even now I'm getting better. (I can't believe I really made myself sit down and write all day Saturday!) I mean, I was enough shit about things that I didn't pay my mobile properly, leading to it being turned off, but that lead to your coming to Emily's; I didn't file my taxes like I should have but that lead to having $8500 as I start school when I'll really need it. So maybe all that shite about things happening for a reason isn't actually, um, shite.